Pain and Happiness

I prefer going through pain happily than going through happiness with pain.

Silver Lining or Dark Spot ??

Sunrise at dawn reminds me of another day to see the world, to explore new horizons, to meet new people, to face new challenges, to find new opportunities to grow but for me it also means going through another day without YOU !!

Love is...

Love is when you love a person knowing that he/she may not be with you forever.

When the person whom you like is leaving, there is a momentary heaviness in the heart during his/her departure. But the very news of person whom you love, will be leaving in few days/months, creates heaviness in heart and the heaviness increases as the days pass.
And with each passing day, you treasure every moment you are together with that person. Yet deep within, there is an uncomfortable feeling, that the person who is sitting right next to you, talking and spending time together, will be leaving you forever and/or will not be same again.

And when the d-day comes for the person to depart, it still appears like a bolt from the blue as if this was the first time you heard this news. Still knowing the fact that you are going to miss the person forever and/or things may not the same again, you hide your emotions and still smile & wish them “Best of Luck”, “All the Best” etc when they leave. This is Love.

Purpose of my Life

There were times when I used to wonder about my existance on this earth. What am I doing here? What is the purpose of my life? Was I just born to struggle amidst the pain, sorrow and the likes? Was I born to just enjoy and do the same thing that everyone does and go away? What have I done to justify existence in this world? Has my existance been of any use to anyone, atleast to a worm?And most the time, I dont get a proper answer for these questions and then I have to conclude myself that I have lived a life not-worth-telling and I feel I have wasted years.

As time went by, I had a strange realization. Why not create a purpose of my own (till the real purpose is known) and live up and work for that? And I did that.I found a sense of satisfaction in me. So creating a purpose and working for that became a purpose of my life (till I find the real one!).

While working on some purpose ,if I have not given myself to the fullest to my work(however small!),then inspite of all the appreciations and good name I get for that work, there is a sense of dissatisfaction in me.On the other hand, if I have given myself to the fullest to my work(however small!), then in spite of no-appreciation, worst case I get criticisms for that work there is a sense of satisfaction that I have been true to myself and in my work.

That I believe is the one of the purpose of my life(till I find something worth!!) - ie to be true to oneself!

Moral I learnt - Living for a purpose(if not found, then create it!!) and being true to oneself.